"The Disease"

The disease of my brain..its eating me away..constant doubts lead my daily sway..I have been injected with the virus of unhealthy relationships, fears of anything new craving whats left of my sanity, firmly its been implanted in my registry..

My mind creeping back into the darkness where my heart lurks in wait for a vaccine to take away the pain..but my heart..uninsured.. unable to file a claim..a sickness gambling with my thoughts forever to remain..

Fear, my constant reminder..making it impossible to trust what people say..aware, trying to comprehend why noone stays..this disease hides the real me that desperatly wants to be regained..but Im detained..locked in a prison of feeling this way..

I wear this painted disease, this cloak of despair, my shoulders feel the weight..I cant afford the fees to carry this luggage, hiding it in the storage of my mind, dormant it lays..wishing for a breakthough of normalcy to be injected in my veins..

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By: Lisa Roberts aka LyricalLisa7