At times, I dont know how to trust my own mind..years of dishonesty warping my sights..thirsty vultures waiting to swoop down, stealing whats left of the hope in my eyes..Leaving me blind..seeing the world without a kaleidoscope of real light..standing on the stage of fear while orchestrations of interest play my strings like a symphony, lost in the music of this concert, but backstage I fight..
Thrown away..unable to comprehend this pass of life..Im reading between the lines, but there is a repetition of foggy skies..derailing ambition for a dawning full of rays, bringing new sight..Im here reading in brail, pricking the fingertips of dark shadows creeping from the corners in my mind..
Faceless apparitions oozing from all the walls built from their profile of lies..Now laying dormant in the domain of the mainframe, infecting my hardrive..constant hauntings, like a virus bombarding my thoughts, each night..in need of a rebooting, an upload of fresh software to boost my recovery time..
Will I ever feel what I "hope" is out there waiting for me on the other side..glimpses of what "could be" fade with the opacity of temporary joyrides..Running out of gas..walking back..stamina frail..stumbling over ever crack in my path..my body feels the cramps..
Heart screams for a rest..this vulnerability feels like it has been eternaly time stamped..return to sender..mailing me back..
to a cover of full black..A place I know all too well..my eyes have adjusted to the spectrum of nothingness found there..
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By: Lisa Roberts aka LyricalLisa7
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