"The Doors"

The face of trusting again, hides in a wall of locked doors..keys of release creeping from unknown pockets on the floor..a seeping river flows near.. reaching apparitions of endless oceans, waves crashing into eyes full of real..and a soul flooded with hope for something to take away the lonliness I feel..

But a deep mote surrounds my soul, for pain it can bare no more..syphoning my inner thoughts to a hidden well of darkness taking over my core..Feeding upon new growth and the joy that it brings..a curse of lonliness that forever stings..

Yearning for a new start..but experience has taught me to protect my heart.. Whether you like it or not my past is a part of me..it creeps from my shadows like a weed..I try to fight it off, but it remains a lesson of aromatic cultivation in the mindset of my olfactory..

My love is blind, too kind..and giving comes in the blink of an eye..vulnerability on the inside cries, creating pools of dense fog congesting my mind..Expectations birthing frowns.. hiding my face and the tears that pour down, constantly feeling let down..

Crystalizing tracks cross cheeks..standing on the bow of salty thoughts wondering why im feeling weak..Is it too much to ask for smaller peaks..or a more profound strength to boost my endurance down this new path set out before me..

A multitude of past experiences has built a mountain rising in the clouds of my sights..but whispering winds howl through the canyons in the basement of my mind, telling me to leave this luggage behind..

I want to tell this voice everything im feeling, but I feel my words get locked in cages of fear..not knowing if it will understand truely what ive endured over the years..How it lives in my veins, pumping weakness into eyes that flood with tears..solitary confinement, no light to guide my speech..beams of endless prisms confusing the dialogue my lips want to breach..

I want that rush of freedom reverberating my mind, body and soul..thoughts glued to the beats from which all emotions flow..a station of melody replaying all my hopes and dreams.. broadcasting a real love, my heart wants to sing..stereo quality realness it will bring to me..making this journey not seem so bleak..

A tissue of absorbtion, this heart will be..soaking up all of my pain,my soul becoming one with he..Walking through each of these doors, grasping my hand..resurfacing my frame of thoughts, on which our foundation will stand..

A longing for new skies is on repeat, clouds singing joyous lullabies caressing me to sleep..my heart craves that beat..Opening my heart wanting more..a constant validation my soul emplores..a true love with the keys to open all my doors.

2013 All Rights Reserved
By: Lisa Roberts aka LyricalLisa7